Monday, April 13, 2015

Keeping up with YOU.

Assalamualaikum & Hello!

How are you guys? Fine, I hope, insyaAllah.

I'm done with my Pre-Professional Examination for Year 5 last week.

Well, exam is exam. You study until you have all these headache, sleepless nights and sickness and all, stared at the hard or simply too easy exam questions for a minute or more, and write just about everything to make sure you do not leave blank papers, haha.

Honestly, I feel like I have too much exams since my first year, so, everytime there's an exam, I'll be like, "Let's get this over with..." #wow #justwow

Anyway, I just want to ask, what do you think of a one-sided relationship? You know, those things where people says that you have to give and take and whatever.

Because I am in this kinda situation right now. Honestly, I've known it for some time, years in fact, but I just didn't want to admit it to myself because I don't want to sangka buruk and all, you know. So, I told myself, to just pull thru, believing that some things (or people) are destined to be in your life for some reason we might or might not know.

But over the years, seeing nothing changes, I think I start to be caving, which is not a good thing. And I learned that this is not a good relationship.

I'm tired of the same cycle of events that's gonna take place. Because now, at this point, I don't think that there could be any other way except walking away, or let myself be succumbed to the relationship.

Oh God...

Lost,
Hanih Borhan.

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